Ramadhan and Lebaran...

...so here I am in United States,celebrating Ramadhan for almost a month now and Lebaran (Eidulfitri) soon. Yea, this is my 1st time being alone here.Noone wimme and it seems like a very boring environment to celebrate by myself.*sigh* But, this will be something normal for me next time I guess.Alhamdulillah,my fasting month is smooth so far.Its just, I miss the atmosphere where people are selling kuih/juadah from 1-7pm every single day for a month.Besides,the moment of walking through Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman during fasting month when people are busy looking for stuffs for raya...is the besttttt momentttttt.... the atmosphere, the people... its just... urghhhh... i like it!!!! ( I miss that moment already)

I've been through some breakdown lately.You know, the feeling of being lonely especially without my beloved mother and family, and also friends.The moment of breaking fast in KL is just soooooo cooollll...no matter where the location is... but its all still remain in my head.. urghhhh....Guys, I miss all of u so muchhhhh.... all those kuih keeps banging in my head....

Whatever it is,...I can't wait for lebaran this year...I wonder how it is like to be here and celebrate Lebaran with all new people... It must be so exciting!!!!! I hope it will be the most memorable Lebaran ever... Insyallah. I will always pray for the best...


p/s : to all Muslims all over the world,if you happen to read this,Happy Lebaran
and Maaf Zahir Batin...